Louveeee...the unknown

LooouvvveeeeJ

Do I know what it is?

I wont deny that I am unaware,

Just with experience called it is,

I have become cautiously aware.

Love is blind and it makes you trust any,

You tend to see only one even when having many.

I could feel him when he was away,

Knew he wasn’t there but had something called as a ‘Hope aaray’

I dint know the feeling of hate

And I wish for him I never had to wait.

I loved to love and make him feel special,

Yes he was and will be always,

Even if he isn’t here with me to make me feel the same,

I will always be there to take the blame.

May be I don’t know how to express love to someone,

But yes, right now I fear trusting anyone!!

Thank you!

I am a little confused and anxious
Never realized till 'It' became so vicious

As I was trying to untie the knots of the weaver
I suffered from 'It' which was a undue 'mental fever'

It was well woven and knit
Complicated..
And hence called LIFE, Isn't it?

HE being the creator of all this
This being a 'bliss' , oh I wish!

Simple life..
that is something everyone wants
But it complicates further..
As is the past haunts

I was always put through turns and twists
I often could not see anything but a lot of mist

I still walked in that mist blindly
Holding on to HIS hand undoubtedly

I never questioned HIM, ' Lord, why me?'
Instead I told HIM, ' Dear Lord, You can try me!'

I can cope with anything that may follow

HIS love and merci is deep and never hollow 

Hence this fever is a piece of cake to me 

When I have HIM next to me! 

 

Time flies!

Time flies and Its so true!
It feels like days past are just two..
I am all by myself in this place
with just one known and one unknown face
Its past six months here in USA
on the  learnt lessons I can surely write an essay
It taught me to become strong
It made me correct my wrong
'Independence' they call it..is a blessing in disguise
Mom-Dad and all said 'dear use it but be wise'
Falls and failures I had many in just few months
I knew I have no one to help me with only me along with my hunts
Hunt for happiness and mental peace
I knew I can't get anything with such an ease
For something which I could do always
but realized I never used those damn expected ways
I wished I had my parents help me fix the mains
Oh..God! Yes I forgot that they send me here to explore my 'DOMAINS'

A New Beginning once again..

Its a new beginning once again,
Though,I never knew until the past remained,
Beginnings are new , aren't they?
I wish to have a happy end, come what may!
I kept depending on things that weren't there,
and kept thinking about him who was never with me but else somewhere.
Everything has a beginning and an end,
Life can never be the same at every bend.
I learnt the strokes to swim
and follow with the bright material glow,
but HE wanted me to let go myself with HIS merciful flow,
It was later that I realized,
that all bright glows are neither bright
and its not that they are always right,
It takes a second of realization to end an era of happenings,
Yes, I wait for them-- Indeed they are the 'New beginnings'

A snowy day

It is a snowy day indeed
and so lucky do I feel
It feels like heaven on earth
Snow, Oh I wish I could measure its girth
Its a white world around me today,
with white people and a cup of coffee on a Wednesday,
I wish I can jump, slide,fall and trip in the snow,
I want to make a snow angel with a bow!
I think I am in an ice age,
Oh I am surely loving my life on this page.