We think what we think because We are unfulfilled souls
I am one , and him being another one
We think what we think because we miss the other side of ourselves,
the one that we wish to be, the one that is greener &
the one that we think would be happier than this one.
We think & think, but we overthink only somethings!
We overthink about someone or some situations we can't live without in the past or future.
We overthink because we can't live in the present.
I overthink about someone, during my waking hours in the day, my mindful hours
I overthink about him, stalk, meditate, fascinate rain or shine hours
I am writing about someone I know for 12 years but mostly through a screen
I am writing about someone I fell for, loved, drifted & again fell for multiple times
I am writing about someone I never touched in person, but feel his touch in every bit of my body
I am writing about someone who I regret of not being with when I wake up every next day
life has kept us only at mercy of a smart phone for so many years,
that he starts feeling unreal, just a fantasy, just someone in my dreams
The most handsome, tall, dark eyed, humble voice calling my name
I stop, stumble, turn back to see if It's him.